hopefully

he promised me that he will be back.
i trust him, i hope everything will be just fine very soon.
i hope that whatever he said to me it's true.
i gave my heart to him since we first in
love seriously.
it had been for more than 4 years.
we faced everything together. all the thick and thin we faced.
in heart, we are like the very best close friends.
although,we both misunderstand and made own mistakes before but still in the end we are back together.

i cheated him for like alot of times, he cares and he loves me.
that's why he held me tightly.
the last time i cheated him, he got all his anger and the disappointment on me.
he doubt my feelings on him. then,here we go again.
we broke up. both heart broken.
this time,it drag us till 3 months.
from the day we separated until now we still can't announce to everybody that we are going to be together back and we both also don't even know whether it will really works for us or not.
lots and lots of our story and memory behind us are hardly erased.
but, our LOVE will never be erased.
'' name wrote down over chest ''

baby,please give me the confident.
i need to know. i have to know. will we going to be together?
are you just kidding to me? sigh.
every time i saw her in college, i really done know what to do.
what came into my mind is just, there the girl who is my baby's girlfriend.
then i can't even face her, i don't even know her.
god! i need to relief this major fear and worry.

i love you.

On Bended Knees

'' PLEASE ''

Darling I, I can't explain,
Where did we lose our way,
'Boy it's driving me insane.
And I know I just need one more chance,
To prove my love to you.
And if you come back to me,
I'll guarantee,
That I'll never let you go.

Can we go back to the days
Our love was strong.
Can you tell me how
A perfect love goes wrong.
Can somebody tell me
How to get things back,
The way they used to be.
Oh God, give me the reason,
I'm down on bended knee.

I'll never walk again,
Until you come back to me,
I'm down on bended knee.

Baby, I'm sorry,
Please forgive me for all the wrong I've done.
Please come back home boy.
I know you put all your trust in me,
I'm sorry I let you down.
Please forgive me.

I'm gonna swallow my pride,
Say I'm sorry,
Stop pointing fingers,
The blame is on me.
I want a new life,
And I want it with you.
If you feel the same,
Don't ever let it go.

You gotta believe in the spirit of love,
It will heal all things,
Won't hurt any more.
No I don't believe our love's terminal.
I'm down on my knees,
Begging you please,
Come home.


'' I LOVE YOU ''

i dont belive but i have to believe

seriously i feel superb bad about this picture. i cried out loudly. hurt like shit.
again,i feel like giving up.
i cant take this no more.
no more.
not anymore.
god !
i don't want this to happen.

loveable stuff from you

it's the slipper


every stuff you gave me always remind me about you. always.
but...
i got no idea how to tell anything right now.

it's broken

i feel like wearing the necklace that you presented me last year. when i was holding it then i found that its on the way going to be spoiled, i placed it on my bed then i accidentally dropped it and then it's DAMAGED. my tears burst into my eyes very quickly, i don't know what to do. i tried to fix it but still it wasn't working. i tried again and again. still cannot work.

something came into my mind telling me its not going to work anymore. like us,we try hard for going back to each other but it will never gonna work. is it this true? i'm crying badly now. keep crying and crying. why is it cannot work? why it cannot be fix again?

i feel the very pain right now, inside pain. hurtful. i cant even know how to express this feelings. tears keep on like pouring. my heart, my tears and my mind. i cant even know how to help myself to stop feeling this way, to stop tearing and to stop thinking. it's seriously suffering, i cant breath well right now. i want you, it's hurt.

no matter what we do, what we said, what we promised, what we prefer and more. still we stuck over here and we couldn't escape together. it is true that we gonna stuck this way forever?

loving you makes me hate you.

''i want to know what love is''

I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when Im colder





In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life




I wanna know what love is.....
I want you to show me......
I wanna feel what love is.....
I know you can show me......



I'm gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me....
Ive got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me....



In my life! there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
I cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life!.!.!.!.



I wanna know what love is.....
I want you to show me......
I wanna feel what love is......
I know you can show me......

http://www.elyricsworld.com/i_want_to_know_what_love_is_lyrics_mariah_carey.html
I wanna know what love is....
I want you to show me....
And I wanna feel, I want to.... feel what love is....
And I know, I know you can show me....

show me



I wanna know what love is, lets talk about love
I want you to show me, I wanna feel it too
I wanna feel what love is, I want to feel it too
And I know and I know, I know you can show me
Show me love is real, yeah
I wanna know what love is...

here we come

i choose to move on,
you came to me,
told me you want me,
you confused me terribly.

you called,we talked this over,
i expressed my feelings,
you expressed yours,
we stay and keep our words.

you were with her,
later you're not,
you came to me,
said that it's because of me,
you decided to dump her.

i told you,
nothing is helping us,
i want to get out,
i don't wanna stuck in here,
pretended to smile in every single day,
seriously wanna get out.

you were upset,
you wish we could be together,
back into the life we used to have,
you told me how bad you miss it,
how bad you want me.

but baby,
dont forget about her,
i told you,
she loves you,
she needs you.

question,
why don't you choose a better life to be with her and to be happier?

answer,
you said ''i will be happier if I'm with you''

when i want ya badly,
you said maybe you'll back,
then i sobbed,
when you want me badly,
i said i wish to move on and to be a new person,
then you upset.

all wrong decision, wrong planning... what is really going on that make us suffer like that? i got no idea to decide. helpless!